Ugh yesterday was probably my lowest point since I’ve started this new life style change. I ate cookies upon cookies, 2 snickers bars, M&Ms and a spoon full pf peanut butter……. Thus, my lowest point ever…..
But today is a new day and I know I’ve been saying that for the past week but today I’m just going to tell myself:
Just for today, I will try to live through this day only, and not tackle my whole life problem at once.
Just for today I will be happy.
Just for today I will strengthen my mind.
Just for today I will be strong.
Just for today I will be unafraid.
I’m very proud of myself and I will continue to be proud of myself no matter the mistakes I made because I’m human and thats what we do. We mess up. I’m not going to pretend that I never eat bad or skip a work out. Because that would be lying to you guys and to myself. I’ve made some poor decisions but its over and done with. I fell down but I’m getting back up again. And you know what, I’m sure that I’m bound to fall again, but that just means that I’ll be dusting my knees off one more time.
The poor mistakes that have been made were probably from the stress of the end of the school quarter, SATs (which went very well btw) and (probably the biggest stresser) boys……. But I’m making a promise to myself: I pledge that no matter what happens, no matter what stressful school work comes at me, or what boys come into my life, I will be strong enough to fight it out and leave successful!
Thanks for reading my little rant :)
P.S. Btw I just ran 7.5 miles with a .5 mile cool down! :)